Happy Birthday to me!!

Well another year has came and went much to my wrinkled dismay :( I did have nice birthday though. We went home shopping and found a real Gem that we are keeping our fingers crossed everyone likes it.

My new thing at this moment is fostering dogs and so far we have had three come in and out of the house in the last week ...I don't if this is really going to last long due to the fact that we keep getting attached to each one and it is very hard to give them up.

We are heading out of town this weekend up to Williams Az out of the heat and into the Pines Yippee!! I ma not really in the mood for blogging currently but will have more to come in the future. I am enclosing some Birthday pictures and pictures of the remaining foster "Pedro"

Love you all ,

Clee~

On a happier note

I love you because you make me happyI love you because you make me feel safe and secureI love your smileI love the way you say my nameI love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love meAnd how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would putme down.I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worryabout what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be.I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my daysbetterAt night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, andfeeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that youare not a dream YOU ARE MINE.I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, likethere is no tomorrowAnd I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, thelove and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable.I love your laughI love hearing your voiceI love that you get along with my family and friend, no matter how muchyou dislike them, or who they are.And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousandtimes, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you.But the main reason I love you is because.....You are you!

Ponderings

It seems as if I haven't blogged in quit a while? And I am not really sure what I am writing about today? Life seems strange to me at this point. I am struggling with many emotions with home life and myself personally I think. Please don't think that in anyway I am unhappy for I am not :)
Today is a day of ponderings .Gary and I had a party on Saturday with all of our great friends we all had a fantastic time catching up and just enjoying each others company. But I realize that I am hurting for a friend of mine going through the same thing in her marriage as I did and it breaks my heart for I do love her so much.What does one do or say to not effect your precious friendship? I am at a loss with this
Issue number two is anger how does one get over this and learn to move on when it is effecting everything around you?How about disrespect how do you get over this? Bitterness does this have a cure ? These three things have had a tremendous affect on my life lately . I am disappointed in an issue at home I am disappointed in the court system and I am disappointed in the position I unknowingly have placed my children in .
OK surgery is coming up and today is day two of not smoking so maybe this was all not needed Im not sure ...But thanks for listening