It seems as if I haven't blogged in quit a while? And I am not really sure what I am writing about today? Life seems strange to me at this point. I am struggling with many emotions with home life and myself personally I think. Please don't think that in anyway I am unhappy for I am not :)
Today is a day of ponderings .Gary and I had a party on Saturday with all of our great friends we all had a fantastic time catching up and just enjoying each others company. But I realize that I am hurting for a friend of mine going through the same thing in her marriage as I did and it breaks my heart for I do love her so much.What does one do or say to not effect your precious friendship? I am at a loss with this
Issue number two is anger how does one get over this and learn to move on when it is effecting everything around you?How about disrespect how do you get over this? Bitterness does this have a cure ? These three things have had a tremendous affect on my life lately . I am disappointed in an issue at home I am disappointed in the court system and I am disappointed in the position I unknowingly have placed my children in .
OK surgery is coming up and today is day two of not smoking so maybe this was all not needed Im not sure ...But thanks for listening
About Me
- The Mastriana's
- All about me WOW ! Well I am 36 work at UOP have 3 kids and I pretty much love my life at this point .I married what I think is my soulmate Gary in April and have had no regrets. I honestly think he was brought into my life foe a reason and the reason being is that no one else could put up with my mood swings my insecurities my need for constant attention and all the drama from my ex. Gary has been my rock from day one and always draws the line in the sand for me . I am blessed with 3 great kids Makayla 10 James 14 and David 19. We have all had our up and downs but it is all pretty good now !
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